Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


PROFILEY

Name:Justin Lim Jia Qing Height: 186cm
Weight: 60KG
-Tall :D
-Friendly in nature
-Outgoing
-HATE BACKSTABBER!
-Hate the feeling of being neglected,the feeling of lost hope.

DESIRESY
-LOVE Hanging out with FRIENDS!! =))
-LOVE TASTY AND YUMMY FOOD :D
-LOVE SWEETTALK BUBBLETEA!!
-LOVE SHIHLIN CHICKEN!!
-LOVE MY JOB!!SEOUL GARDEN!!!

LEAVE ME A TAGY

EXITSY

Li Woon. Zolene. Peilin. Priscilla B. Shuzhen. Eunice. Ming Guan. Shawn Koh. Yong Jian. Claire Gan Ma.

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Changin (Stephanie Only ver.) - ステファニー

Saturday, December 27, 2008
10:04 PM

Off day. .Went out with Cf to compass point to watch the 小娘惹 gathering thingy.DAM LOTS OF PPL SIA!! Squeezing here and there.Saw Jeannette Aw,Lin Ming Lun,Pan Ling Ling,Rainie Bai,Etc. Took some pic using Cf de phone!Haha.It's good to be tall..Sometimes.Haha! Stand a higher chance to see.Haha.But the quality sucks! Cos stand too far le.Haiz.Nvm.Haha! Olivia sang jus nw! DAM NICE! She was like. . The whole song using 假音?!?! OMG!! NICE!! Went off to eat LJS for lunch.Yup..Took MRT back to Amk.Bought BubbleTea! Chocolate Milkshake.I still prefer Red Milk Tea though..Lol..Went to SportLink to check out whether they got sell the hand grip thingy.Yup.Going to buy dat once i got my pay.Haha.

Found out dat they had alreli cut off the staircase linking from the 3rd storey to the 4th storey at the sportlink there.For more space perhaps?Haha.Accompanied Cf home jus nw..Walking..Haha!

Haiz..If tinking of her really makes me forget/lose her,I will do so.Den came to the situation when i asked myself. . ''No regrets?'' So what if I do?Got缘 no 份 aso NO POINT what!But still. . No matter how vague the chances are.I will still try. . Cry. . I would. . Sort of under a love spell. . Change. . I will. .into Fitter,better. .For you,me,our future. We were jus like. . One in heaven and one in Hell. . Pasir Ris and Ang Mo Kio. . The distance. Fate brought us together at Seoul Garden from a distant. I won't slip this chance.4 Months. . I will cherish the time even if the happiness lasted short.No matter how rarely we see each other,still tinking of you.Can dat be still considered under CRUSH??Next sat. .3Jan, ESS award presentation at Townsville Pri Sch.The only day dat i see her next week.But.. No choice. . Can't work. . I won't blame fate even if we can't be together.I will blame my life instead.Yea. . Still. . Must stay positive. . Active. . Crying and mourning day and night aso no use.Haha =)

Ruptured Dreams. . . By JQ

Friday, December 26, 2008
1:58 PM

KEN!!!Thanks so much for the xmas present!! Like it so much! Haha.It was a xmas shoe with chocolates inside.Spent my xmas at Seoul Garden and get to learn dat during the gift exchange the day b4,Kathy got my present.Haha..A chocolate Bar.It was not expensive.A thot that counts perhaps?Yup.Haha.

Somehow..Feeling abit down.I was asking myself at Seoul Garden yst.Why am I so suay?She work outside i work inside.Buffet Counter.WTF!!Den when she not around.I do Floor(waiter de meaning)Not 1st time liao.Looks like..Yea..Make sense.有缘无份.Hai..I am still having high anticipation everyday.Yea.Can't give up w/o a fight.Won't give up so easily.Change.Yea.I will.

Den..Manager Karen said dat we can cook at the hot plate! Only for xmas! CHIONG AH!!! I went to take Turket mainly and some Hot Dogs.Haha.Den went to cook.Shiok! Haha.They start at 4pm.I reached at 4.30pm,cos I worked at 5pm.Time was like,abit short? :x Well nvm la.At least got the experience to cook in a hot plate.Haha.Got brownies too.But Ken said it got contact with Apple Juice???!!! But well..It taste as nice as b4!! Haha.

Brought some kuehs home for family.Threw some away too.Ya.Sort of a nice and bad xmas this yr.Yea.

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Tuesday, December 23, 2008
6:52 PM

I AM ASKING MYSELF EVERYDAY...AM I REALLY IN

LOVE WITH HER??I WISH DAT THAT WAS

LOVE..AND ALSO WISH SO MUCH

DAT..IT WAS JUST A CRUSH..YEA..I DUN WISH TO

TROUBLE OVER THIS MATTER ANYMORE!!IT IS

LIKE AN LIAN HER?AND THE FEELING WAS

AWFUL.HAD
ENOUGH OF IT!!1 GONE,ANOTHER 1

POP
OUT.WTF!!!! I WILL JUS LEAVE IT TO FATE.

I JUST CAN'T EXPLAIN MY FEELINGS FOR

HER
SOMEHOW!!JUST THAT,HAVING FEELINGS

FOR HER.AND I JUST HATE PPL SAYING THAT I

FLIRT OR WHATEVER SHIT! AT LEAST I DUN

HARBOUR ANY EVIL INTENTION LIKE SOME JERKS

IN THIS WORLD! JUST WANTED TO SETTLE

DOWN
AND FIND THE OTHER HALF OF MY

HAPPINESS! AND THE HOPE SEEMS SO

VAGUE..SUDDENLY.

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Thursday, December 18, 2008
3:20 PM

Yea..All 1 line post..Bored..Dun feel like blogging..Yea..Yst was fun @ Seoul Garden! My colleagues..They..In conclusion,I was quite happy yst :D Yea..Well..Bye! Gotta go work :D 5-10pm!!

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Tuesday, December 16, 2008
12:48 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CF!!!!

Going kbox with mg,ken,boon,zol,sz,ben and cf! Cf de bdae!!! ^^ Haha..

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Saturday, December 13, 2008
2:08 PM

Lalala..Bored :D Will update more when I have the time :\

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Friday, December 12, 2008
8:11 PM

rotting at home..Lol..Argh..Sian

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Wednesday, December 10, 2008
6:24 PM

9Nov: Rotting at home.Psping.Dotaing.Woke up at 1pm! Ate some cereal for breakfast and chicken rice for lunch at 3pm :D Went downstair to my spec shop to adjust my spec.IT WAS SIMPLY TOO LOOSE!!! Dat uncle put some nail polish at my spec there to make it tightened.Feel abit better after that.But i jus feel uncomfortable though.Walked to Amk Hub to top up my Bus card and withdrawn $10 from my savings.Bought Red Milk Tea BUBBLE TEA on my way home :D Went home.Ate dinner.Mum cooked for us.Den psp again.Wed off again! Haha.


Today: Woke up at 12.30pm! Felt abit lost.Well..Ate cereal and Hot dog bread for breakfast.Went on to Psp.Dota.Boring day :\

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Monday, December 8, 2008
12:34 AM

HARI RAYA HAJI =D

Working from 12-10pm today.The pay is much more during the public holidays! 150% of the normal pay.Meaning $7.50/hr.10hr minus break is 9hr.$67.50!! Its like more than twice the amount dat i normally work.My working time is same as Ben today.His mum fetch him so i went alone.

Runner for today!! =D Slack role lai de :\ Not really slack actually.Must do waiter if nothing to do..I am all rounder.Everything's fine with me :D Haha.Used to the environment le.Can endure long hrs of standing.Haha.Mg came for job interview today!! Yeah! Sir Edi said dat he will call him on this wed for the reply.See you soon Mg!! Looking forward to work with u =)

Ate rice for lunch.With some black pepper beef bulgogi and tomyam chicken bulgogi.The taste was like dam spicy la! the black pepper beef dunno who add the small red chilli.Eat till cnt tahan! Plus the sweet and spicy Tom yam.Can't take it.I finished the rice in a haste and went to take some brownies! Of course cnt let anyone see la.Haha :x the taste was heavenly nice !! Haha..

In charge of buffet frm 6-10pm.the closing is time consuming too! lucky got uncle Rashid to help me.Phew.Debrief at around 10.30pm.Manager Karen told a story to us.Ya..About horse and donkey.Moral of the story is to like foster good rapport among colleagues?Yup.

Same thing..Every nite.Speghetti.but this time.Half with mushroom sauce,half with tomato sauce :D Sarah cooked them.When i reached AMK.I find dat i can still walk home! And with no perspiration and effort =)

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Sunday, December 7, 2008
2:58 AM

6 Nov : Woke up at 8.15am.Opened the buffet.Quite easy la.But den time consuming!Jack taught me b4. Normally the restaurant is opening at 11.30am.So.It is like we had to be ready to open the shop by 11am.Den break 30min.Got different role de la in the restaurant for the day.TODAY HOR ONLY 3 PERSON HELP TO OPEN!! ROAR!! Me,Ken,the senior waiter and the new part time manager Mariget.w/o ken i tink by 11am,we can't even take our break! He's dam fast! I do 1 thing,he can do 3 things!! OMG!!! I helped out the runner role too after opening the buffet.Cut the kueh,set up the sauce counter all those.Must learn to be as fast as him too =) Haha.

Ate rice with some soup and fried chicken wings.Manager Mariget fried it.It was like out of 10.9 was half burnt?!?! WTH la..And she mentioned dat she nv cooked before!! Wanted to kill her! ROAR!!! In charge of buffet after my breakfast there till around 5pm.Waiter from 5-10pm.The restaurant was running smoothly.Crowded.Noisy.Busy.Yep.

Ate Speghetti for dinner after closing.Sarah cooked them.She's hearing impaired btw.Ya.meaning she need a hearing aid to help her in listening.The speghetti was cooked with both mushroom and tomato sauce.The taste is tomato with the creamy texture of the mushroom sauce?Haha.I doubt there's any taste if i ate the mushroom sauce alone :x HAha!!

Went home..Tired.But psping!!! Haha!

7Nov : My day off today! :D woke up at 12pm.Psping,played dota from 2-5.30pm.Ate Maggi Mee for lunch,cos lazy go outside buy..Haha.Went to J8 Paris Miki to make a new spec.With Mum and Sis.Yup.Den went to PastaMania for dinner.Ordered Chicken bolognese.Sis said dat it was quite normal.Yup.I tink so too :x But the taste was great! Haha.Den went on to Subway to buy dinner for bro.Bought 3 Cookies there for $2.90.It was like DAM NICE LA!!! Haha.Amk Hub aso have.Next time if i chanced upon dat must buy again! Hehe.Bought Oven Chicken sandwich for bro..For his dinner.Yup.

Den while walking.We saw this very cute big Chicky!! From KFC de!! Cute sia.Sadly too many ppl taking photo with him.If not i would have taken with him too :D Haha.Went to NTUC after that.Shopping..Den took Bus 55 home.

Reached home.Psp again.Tml Hari Raya Haji!! Working from 12-10pm!! EXTRA PAY!! haha.

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Thursday, December 4, 2008
11:11 PM

Woke up at 8.15am today.DAM TIRED AH!!! Ate 1 red bean pau ,1 meat pau, 1 packet of Marigold Milk for breakfast before setting off to Bugis.Working from 10am-6pm today.In charge of Buffet today! 1st time! Jack teached me how to set up during the opening and top up the necessary item when it is running out.More difficult den runner i guess?

Learnt how to cut watermelon and honeydew too! Hard ah!! I am seriously sucks at handling all these practical stuff.Well.I wanted to learn though.Haha..Cut off lots of skin at the 1st place and the watermelon/honeydew looked like as if it had been bitten off alot.I kept trying la.Got 1 kitchen supervisor Teng Ah Leek taught me how to cut.The senior waiter Ken taught me too! That Ah Leek was really good man! THANKS SO MUCH!! She had got patience and told me where i went wrong and had nv failed to guide me along.Of course i can't failed her la when i learn from her.Got to practise again tml and the day after to master my cutting skill =)

Sarah taught me how to count the stock that Seoul Garden ordered for the bulgogi( meat name) and other meat.It is in packet form de.Hard leh!! 1 packet is light.But carrying lots at 1 goal is freaking heavy! Not dat I am weak :\ I am FITTER :D I can walk home with the same timing when i take bus..Dun play play hor :x Haha..Argh..Sound so arrogant..*Slap *kick *punch (myself)

The wash dish de auntie fell sick jus nw.It's like so sudden.I was counting the bulgogi and suddenly she mentioned dat she's not feeling well.Ah Leek convinced and suggested her to go to see a doctor.I am quite close to her la.Everytime take the clean plates/bowl/utensils from her will talk to her abit de.She's cute! Haha! GET WELL SOON AH!!!

Then there comes another auntie that took over her jus nw.UTENSILS ASO DUNNO WHERE SIA!!! OMG!! HOW TO WASH???? Yea..It took quite long to teach her where are all the dirty stuff located.

Had my lunch at 6pm after my work.NO MORE FOOD!! But Sir Edi allowed me to help myself with the food at the food counter! YIPPIE!! Haha!! ^^ Took an egg omelette,3 spicy chicken wings,1 fried fish ball, 2 fried curry puff and some rice with plain water :D Threw away some of the rice as i was too full.

Went Amk Hub with Cf after my work.Bought a Red Milk Tea BUBBLE TEA AT SWEETTALK!! ^^ Treated Cf 1 Green Apple Milk Tea.Went arcade.There were lots of people crowding over the grabby machine!! So called scamming machine?Haha.$2 per play.That person like waste alot of money sia! He caught 4 Lilo(If i rmb not wrong?) The blue thingy monster.Quite big leh.But wasted lots of money! I sent Cf off 1st.He took bus 25 home.

Went to meet Mum at the shop opp Natural project.Sport shop.Bought a black shoe which is needed for my work @ $39.90. and black socks @ 3 for $10 :D

Mum took bus 261 home while i walked home.I reached home 1st.Haha! Watching Bro play Ps2.Gonna slp soon.Tml working from 10am-6pm.Same timing as today! =)

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Wednesday, December 3, 2008
3:01 PM

Woke up at 12pm today :D Ate cereal and bread for breakfast.Going Seoul Garden eat for lunch ltr..Working from 5-10pm today with Ben =)

I am the RUNNER for today! I had nv learn runner b4 at nite! Especially the closing.Senior waitress Afifah helped me lots.THANKS SO MUCH AFIFAH!! I had learned quite a number of things yst such as closing the soup counter,sauce counter and the ice cream part.It's tiring to be a runner at nite as our speed must be fast and things that we do must be efficient.Cnt like do half half den go do other things.

Taught Ben how to be runner too.He understood much of the things dat i told him.Thats what he said.Ya..Speghetti with MUSHROOM SAUCE!! I HATE IT!! The taste sucks!! Ate only fries for dinner after my work..Bought a Mars Bar and a Calbee potato chips on my way home with ben at the Cheers outside the Mrt station.

Went home and played my psp till 2am.Lights out! :D

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Tuesday, December 2, 2008
11:37 PM

Worked from 12-10pm yst.Ate at Seoul Garden for lunch and dinner.RUNNER!!! I am RUNNER FOR YST!!! 2ND EASIEST ROLE IN SEOUL GARDEN!!! 1st is cashier :x Last of course is waiter :x Changed role after 5pm after my break at 4.Changed to waiter at station A!! Got 3 station in total.Station A only got 5 tables :x B have 13(I tink) C have 10(I tink).

The lunch was fantastic man! Chicken Bulgogi and Fried chicken fingers!!! I took lots of rice and i ate about 15 of the chicken fingers!?! Haha..Was dam full la after that.Anyway,the people there have a huge appetite as some are working full time.We need the energy too! To work and to keep us awake!! Must learn that too! Haha.

Didn't saw Sally ( dat xl kia ) Mark said dat she had quited.Dunno.Not sure.Haha.Ate speghetti for dinner (As usual ) At nite always same food de! Sian ah!! But around 7-8pm,there's a huge group of ppl celebrating a guy bdae,about 20 people celebrating for him.Then one of them passed us 2 piece of cake as they can't finished it.I ate 1 of them after my work.Haha.YUMMY!! Full Cream Chocolate with sweet praline coating.The tenderness on the outside and the aroma on the inside.Omg!!! ^^

Reached home at around 12am.Sis was using comp.So I nv used it to blog.Slept at 4am.Played my psp..Haha.I am mad mayb :x

I WAS FEELING SICK

Woke up at 1pm today :D Ate my ''breakfast'' at 1pm and my lunch at 3pm :x To be precise,Tuna bread for my breakfast and Mee Goreng for my lunch.Went to Amk Hub with Mum to create a new bank saving account.Ate Nasi Lemak for dinner at the market opp broadway plaza.Mum ate LJS!! As we received a brochure at our mailbox on the discount and the special offer that LJS had given us,there's this fish combo that cost ONLY 90CENTS!!! But only valid for 1 la.And it was not really considered a meal la,The size of the plate is small.Doesn't look like a plate.Like a small boat in precise.Mum ate the fish wrap combo.Cut out from coupon de.$3!! :D Went on to check my pay on my other saving account.$99.50 is credited =)) For 3 day de pay only.The rest for the month will receive at 15dec.Then went to Bata shoe shop to look for my black shoe for working use de.None captured my attention,went home after that.yup.

Was sick today.Kept sneezing.Mayb not enough rest for yst?Ate my sis de medicine and then went to take a nap.Woke up at 11pm to eat fruits and some chocolates :D

Ruptured Dreams. . . By JQ