Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


PROFILEY

Name:Justin Lim Jia Qing Height: 186cm
Weight: 60KG
-Tall :D
-Friendly in nature
-Outgoing
-HATE BACKSTABBER!
-Hate the feeling of being neglected,the feeling of lost hope.

DESIRESY
-LOVE Hanging out with FRIENDS!! =))
-LOVE TASTY AND YUMMY FOOD :D
-LOVE SWEETTALK BUBBLETEA!!
-LOVE SHIHLIN CHICKEN!!
-LOVE MY JOB!!SEOUL GARDEN!!!

LEAVE ME A TAGY

EXITSY

Li Woon. Zolene. Peilin. Priscilla B. Shuzhen. Eunice. Ming Guan. Shawn Koh. Yong Jian. Claire Gan Ma.

ARCHIVES;

November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009

CREDITS;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture 1
Picture 2
Splatter Brushes


Changin (Stephanie Only ver.) - ステファニー

Saturday, January 24, 2009
9:16 PM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR EVERYONE!!! :D

WAHAHA!! Had not been posting for long :D Busy nowadays..My sleep got disturbed by Cf and Ben this morning! ROAR!!! Ben organised a L4D outing at 10am today.Den I was like too tired le :\ Feel like sleeping more! Sumor later after during my poly days,want sleep more aso cnt..Only on weekends perhaps?Haha.Cf said he can't make it for the outing as he have to help out his mum on something?For more info,go find him :x Played dota @ garena and L4D there.Found a big hole in my pocket :\ And my bank left only $22!! AHHHH!! FACING BANKRUPT SOON LE!!! MY PAY!! FASTER COME PLS!!!! COUNTDOWN TO MY NEXT PAY: 7 DAYS

Went to eat Botak Jones with my family at Toa Payoh for dinner.Dad drove us there.Ordered Fish n Chips!! NICE!!! *Thumbs up Den I see the queue,as today is weekend,should be having lots of ppl de! Cos last time aso like dat,den today was like,so quiet sia.Looks like the news reported 3 weeks ago was really true sia.F&B business de profits and the earning will fall by 30%+ This month and in the future.Cos of economic recession i tink? o.O They cut cost..Cut this..Cut dat..Cut till workers have to work more..But the pay remain the same..Hai..I dunwan aso cnt la,cos i no work experience,cnt be so fussy.Haha..AND I REALLY MUST START TO SAVE LE!! Den my Mum was like saying this ''You must start to save hor,later next time you wan get married you no money den u know'' Den it was like WA!!! So fast talk abt marriage..Girlfriend aso dun have lor..:\ Well,yea..I will try to save up..For my future ^^

Okay..Got to stop here..Will blog again after CNY :D

Ruptured Dreams. . . By JQ

Monday, January 5, 2009
1:18 PM

Sounds very right and true..是你的就是你的,不是你的就不是你的. . Yea I know. . My blog was all about such stuff everytime. . See le aso dunno what to comment rite?I am jus writing how I feel. . Yea. .I am so SO imcompetent to even love her. . I am just a Seoul Garden colleague to her perhaps. .She do not need me as a friend anyway,she have her friends.Furthermore,we're frm different standards,she exp,I NA,we live in different places,she pasir ris,I AMK,different world. . Time. . Mayb it takes time. .But lookin at her friendster,her life,it tells me dat no matter how much I do for her,it's impossible between us.She's the only girl dat can make me change. . Quit dota.Last time. . You wan me not to play 1 day,like 1 day ask a drug addict not to take drug. . I can actually not play it for 2 days,including today. . Sound like a big achievement?Love her cos of dat?NO!!! Love her because my heart simply feels dat if we're together,I'll definitely be very very happy.Happiness,I should say. . The days in the future will be lots lots wonderful.And what does dat tell when I am not at least interested in the face of other girls?Compared to the JQ in the past?The person whom i thot of once i am awake?I dunno how she feel. . She may not tink otherwise.And chances are high,80%,she will not have dat feel towards me.If I can really sees the future nw and dat we're really impossible like what I am tinking nw,I swear I wouldn't put any pressure for her..I will leave..Escape from her world,carrying all the pains,torment and all the unhappiness with me.The only thing left behind for her will be all the remaining happiness when she spends time with me,probably the times in Seoul Garden when I help to make the time goes fast.Happiness. . Yea. . Even if I leave,I want her to be happy . . I dun care how she tinks abt me,I know dat I am gonna be suspected if i continue asking her stuffs and understanding her life more.Jus..Let nature takes its course. It jus feels hurt being kept in suspense.One day. . Will she notice me?

Ruptured Dreams. . . By JQ

Friday, January 2, 2009
10:21 PM

Worked frm 12-5pm today. . Finally. . Floor with her. . Yea. . Was very happy today. .My day was filled with delight and joy upon seeing her.So little ppl work sia today!! But nvm,little customers too! Haha.Watched 小娘惹 show jus nw. The part b4 it ended,chen xi and Yue niang dat part.I almost cried out.Too touching perhaps?Yea..

Sometime I was tinking. . Mayb I really shouldn't probe much.But I really can't do dat.Found her friendster today.The pic was her and a guy.I dunno what relationship.My mind keeps telling me dat it must be her boyfriend.Chances are 50%?I can really change with her presence.Not dat I can control it like last time,HOW CAN MY EFFICIENCY IN SEOUL GARDEN BE DAT HIGH?!?! I am really in love with her.I wouldn't let her know my feeling.Nor would I want to force it.Most importantly..Yea..Happiness..Her happiness. . If dat guy turn out to be her Boyfriend.Yea..I will really let it go..100% I confirm I can do it.I swear and I promise.And I can't believe I can actually said such things too.No matter what.I told this to myself,I will follow her wherever she go nw and in the future.Yst is the past.If she loves someone,I will let go,dats how much I love her.Love,I need it.But it doesn't mean possession.I love her,watching her happy makes me happy too,and it's true.Take it for instance.I will cover things for you when you have difficulty in Seoul Garden.As long as we both are floor,nothing goes wrong.Although I dunno you well,but intuition tells me dat you are not a bad girl.Fate brought us together.I will cherish you till the end of time IF you're my girlfriend next time.I will give up my fav game,dota and be your perfect boyfriend,I know I am not gonna regret when I said this.She wouldn't chanced upon this post either cos my friendster didn put it?Lol..Yea..Heartfelt words.Cry over her..I will really do dat. . And really cry badly. . My new yr resolution:

1: Pass English O lvl with a C6!!
2:All my frens to be happy!
3:Crystal to find her happiness. .

Ruptured Dreams. . . By JQ